I don't know why... sometimes I feel confusing with my feeling.. I realize that he has nothing special but I don't know why I like to see u whether you're juz same like other...
But..... I will throw away this feeling and you from my life 4ever..
You're nothing to me...
I don't want any guys who are not mine disturbing my heart anymore...
I don't know what i've done to them but still several of them feel unsatisfy with me. Every people around me juz look me as someone very happy and always smile but behide all the cheerful person they are not know me very well... I keep everything that I feel alone... crying alone... sick alone.... juz me...
Sebelum nie kalau cemburu pn maybe akn da bg pasangan couple, adik - beradik,... but.. nie first time kut dgr da jgak org yg cemburu bila kawan diorg rapat dgn orang lain... naik takut rasa nk rapat dgn sesapa... da jea yg x senang.. kalau sbb eila diorg bermasam muka... better eila jauhkn diri dri jea... sesetgh org kata kita x bleh hidup sendirian means without best friends.. but seriously eila jalani hidup dgn baik dgn semua org... not too close.. not too far... juz nice jea... I love all of my friends...
3 hari 2 mlm berkampung di Mawaddah Resort Chalet and Training Village dari 10 - 12 Oktober 2014... Hari ini adalah hari yg terakhir.. agak sedih + letih... amazing programs and very benefial to all of us...
Lama x spend time dgan adik2 kat umah... 4 hari pn mcm x ckup jea... tp nk buat macam mana hakikat yang perlu diterima bagi seorang pelajar yang merantau di negeri org... memg cuti pun terhad sangat... anyway seronok sgt dapat makan ramai2 dgn adik2 semua.. seriously banyk gila brg tok bagi utk bwak blik ipoh.. beras, betik, labu... huhh mcm kt ipoh xda jual lakk.. hehe
Every was good yesterday... met a new friends from others KPTM institution.. there are such a good friends and good supporters to me... today I'm also enjoy my day but our group flag was stolen by facilitator... 50 marks from our group mark also was stolen by them too... I dont care about the reduction marks but I fell sad + angry +annoying when we found the flag, it burned already... I fell so disappointed....
Excited giler rinie... belajar module baru... jmpe lecturer baru... tapi agak spoiled tup2 kna g meetg lak kat kolej ssi... skip kelas dari 11.30am until 5.30pm. Huhu... mentg2 1st day xda laa study ag...
Baru jea daftar kelmarin dh bertimbun-timbun task...
18/8-start kelas
19/8- raptai majlis raya
20/8-Event raya
22/8-25/8-Kem SPRM
28/8-29/8-Kem orientasi degree student
#Packmyschadule
Excited nya nk attend class.. jmpa lecturer dan kawan2 Yang havoc...
Kelmarin dh pergi daftar... dan yang paling penting my result for year 1...
Alhamdulillah... semua lulus tapi nk lebih lagi utk year 2...learn from the weaknesses that I've done before... pray for my successful yea...!!!
# Nomorelove
Lupakan semua yang tak indah masa sem lpas... fokus dgn study... jgn byk maen... jaga hati sendiri... jaga diri baik2.. jdi best student, anak yang solehah, muslimah yang sejati..
JADILAH DIRIMU WANITA SYURGA...BIDADARI DUNIA
Asslmualaikm semua...
Sekarang dh masuk year 2 in my degree ...jap jea masa jalan... anyway a lot of things and moment yg dihadapi... ada yang sweet... ada juga yang menyakitkan.. by the way itulah kehidupan... excitednye ase!!...
jmpa classmate yg dirindui... lupakan perkara yg pahit pda tahun lepas... aqilah wake up for your future..
Adjah2 fighting...
Hehe
Countdown ag 2 hari dh kna g daftar term baru... wow....excitednyeee
Saat yang dinanti telah tiba.. semua rakan seperjuagan MPP KPTM IPOH berkumpul di bangunan SSI sebelum bertolak ke tapak perkhemahan... but, i fell sad because others my degree members cannot join us in this trip... juz epi and i from degree batch involve in this camp.. else are diploma holder student. I don't know what gonna be happen at there... so, i'm very excited to be there..
See you there..
i will upload the camping picture soon..
During the day by day.. our relationship become to far wheather we are not to far actually. We met but no chatting and no smiling... just both of us keep our felling and chatting with our selves. I try to be friendly with you but...now I feel like I'm nothing in deep of your heart.. I don't know what I'm thinking is truth or not... but I admitted that I feel sick because of you..I miss you and I love u...but what I can do for you now..just keep myself far from you to let you find another person who are better than me.
